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❝it's not zura.❞ | 桂 小太郎 ([personal profile] bakudanma) wrote in [community profile] bonercity2015-11-01 06:45 pm

【CLOSED/NSFW】☆ two idiots, one ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

 
▶ CATCH-ALL SAKAZURA SINS WITH [personal profile] kaihentai 
or something ...
kaihentai: by <lj user="takesushi"> (Mutsu?)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-17 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sakamoto understands that his goal will never be achieved within his lifetime, or ever perhaps, but this is why it's what he aims for. This way, he will always be working towards something.]

I dunno why I got all excited, talkin' it up like that!

[He huddles closer to Zura. Maybe they shouldn't be touching like this, they have before, but that was in the midst of rain and sleet and snow with little to cover themselves with but each other. Sakamoto turns red not knowing why, not understanding that he's embarrassed because this is something lovers do more often than friends.]

I know you love this place.

[Zura will never come to space with him. This is temporary.]

I don't think I'm gonna finish that! You want it?

[He means the glass of wine.]
kaihentai: by <lj user="takesushi"> (but all I feel is dead inside)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-17 09:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I do.

[Sakamoto's lips are centimeter's from Zura's forehead, parted into something like a twisted smile. Just hearing the word fills him with a breathless kind of joy, because of what it means to him.

The scent that wafts into Sakamoto's nostrils is a variation on a theme, artificial and delicate in nature, something floral and very beautiful. It's not nearly as cheap as the one he's used to, an odor meant to conceal the stench of misfortune and dissatisfaction, one that often lingers on his clothes even the morning after.

Zura is not some sad, pretty girl.
]

I'm too close, huh.

[Last night was probably a one-time thing.

So why does he want more of it?
]

Is this okay?
kaihentai: by chiboula @ LJ (winds of change)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-18 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
Dunno.

[Sakamoto prefers not to give whatever they have a label either, but he wants to know what he can and can't do.

Can they kiss, at the very least? Zura looks tired.
]

I don't usually do this kind of stuff with guys.

[He never has.]
kaihentai: by the diamond princess <lj user="mucchi"> (You're a good merchant.)

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[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-18 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Yeah, I do.

[It's so much better than anything he's ever had, though he fails to admit that. He doesn't think it's fair to burden his grieving friend with his own petty issues, things he can't really explain.

(Because he hasn't thought about them at length. He never does.)

Sadness is less productive than joy.
]

It's not 'cause you're a guy, really, I've-

[He reaches out to tenderly trace the outline of Zura's lower lip with his thumb again, imagining how his own tongue would feel against it. In an even quieter voice, though he doesn't sound ashamed, necessarily:]

I've looked, before. C'mon! You know a guy like me doesn't care about that kinda stuff. I just care.

[What he's trying to say is that he's never been allowed to get this close before. That it's exciting and he wants more of it, but he can't ask because it'd be too selfish.

The words die in his throat.
]

What are we really doin' here?
kaihentai: (chin up)

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[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-18 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Hell yeah!

[His expression brightens again, blue eyes making contact with brown ones, bright like the sky they stare up at so often.]
kaihentai: by <lj user="takesushi"> (>w<)

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[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-18 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
So, it's okay then?

[He's still smiling, but his voice has softened once again.]

If I kiss you?
kaihentai: by capsu @ plurk (tenderness)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-18 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sakamoto has to laugh at that, mostly because he finds that obnoxious guffaw adorable. He takes Zura's comfortable gesture as permission to be closer, pressing a kiss to the other's cheek and several more further down his neck.]

I guess you're right! I'm known for bein' quite the rascal.

[Tenderly, whispered against Zura's now wet skin:]

You were the one who came home early, though. What happened? Tough day at work?

[Sakamoto doesn't think for a second that it could be for him.]
kaihentai: by <lj user="takesushi"> (and yet I smile at passersby)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-21 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
I'm smilin', aren't I? Yeah. Yeah! It's okay.

[And boy, does he smile.

How is it possible for a man to listen so intently to someone's voice and barely process the words? Sakamoto lets himself savor the way his friend's voice sounds, so deep and deeply content. It rings about in his ears and sends a pleasant shiver down his spine, because it sounds happy.

Not the happiest it could be, but happy.
]

You're sure, though? That's all.

[Sakamoto takes one of Zura's hands, gently smoothing over it with his fingers, a tender way of checking for any injuries. Soreness, cuts, bruises, what have you...

Oh.
]

H'ohhhh. This color is so pretty.

[He means Zura's nails.]
Edited 2016-01-21 03:58 (UTC)
kaihentai: by <lj user="takesushi"> (My face when-)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-21 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
You think so?

[Fondly. Sakamoto doesn't object to the idea.]

Do you have a favorite color? One ya prefer seein' me in.

Edited (god lmfao all the spaces im so sorry) 2016-01-21 04:16 (UTC)
kaihentai: SUCH A BIG THANKS TO LIQUIDATE @ PLURK (What brought this on?)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-22 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
An autumn! That's what ya think?

[Funny, because that's when his birthday is.

Although he often forgets it.
]

You're a cute drunk. ♥

[Sakamoto cradles Zura's cheek with one hand, metting the other's eyes as he does. He's not shy with his affections, not in the least.]

So, so! You preparin' for somethin' special or what? Comin' home early, doin' my laundry... Almost like yer some kinda housewife.

Is this to say thank you? For last night. Cause I'd do it all again for ya-

[A laugh.]

You're important to me.
kaihentai: (button nose)

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-22 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
[Sakamoto does fall, willingly, with a look on his face that doesn't bother to conceal an ounce of what he's feeling.

It's weird, to be desired sexually. He doesn't say it out loud, though he squeezes Zura's hands in a rare moment of silence, taking the time to burn every little detail into his sometimes unreliable memory.
]

An escape, huh? Ahaha!

[Zura's face looks pretty in the dim light, even though it's red.

Sakamoto thinks for a moment, has he ever had Zura's eyes on him like this? He's seen this look before many times, cast in the direction of a certain white-haired samurai who is no more and hurts to remember.
]

You got one for me? An escape plan.

[Sakamoto is always running. Not away from somethin', but forward, towards the horizon! Or so he would like to believe.

That is true, perhaps. But it is not the truth in it's entirety.
]

Maybe you should. Think about it!

[A flicker of darkness in his eyes, a mixture of hopefulness and melancholy that's honestly bizarre.]

Just in case.

[Sakamoto does not do sadness very well. He doesn't fear it, but he is always happy, he always has to be.

And to do that, he must not think about it, them.

The things that make him sad.
]
Edited 2016-01-22 03:51 (UTC)
kaihentai: art by parfaitly @ tumblr ([eva theme plays])

[personal profile] kaihentai 2016-01-22 04:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Sakamoto practically giggles in response, at first. No matter how clumsy the kiss, he enjoys it. Things are better this way.

When there are mistakes, it feels real. Like he's more than just a means to an end (money).
]

Under me? So, you wanna be under me?

'Cause that's definitely somethin' I can do.

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