[Sakamoto has made a lot of sacrifices, but it is at times like these where he wonders- How selfish is he really, despite being so willing to spend so much time living for other people?

Perhaps it's not entirely different- If something like this were to happen to Mutsu, for example, his entire world would fall apart. The sky would no longer look blue, seeing the sea would leave a bitter taste in his mouth, and even seeing a hat like hers or a girl with her hair color...

It would just make him feel wretched.

This must be what Zura is going through right now. Sakamoto is hurt too, surely, but while Gintoki was an important person in his life, he was not at the center of it.]

Go to sleep.

[Kindly:]

Don't waste too much of yer time thinkin' about it. You won't find somethin' like that if you look too hard! The important stuff always comes to ya when you're not waitin' around for it.

It takes you by surprise. So, so! Get some rest while you still can. You're next big thing might be just around the corner.